Devotionals

Being Still in the Chaos

Exodus 14:13-14- “Moses answered the people, ‘Do not be afraid. Stand firm and you will see the deliverance the Lord will bring you today. The Egyptians you see today you will never see again. The Lord will fight for you; you need only to be still” In the chaos of...

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Devotionals

Finding the Strength to Recover

Psalms 18:1- “I love you Lord, my strength.” Where do you find your strength? Where do you put your trust? For a long time, I put my trust into my Eating Disorder. The thoughts made sense in my head- the logic seemed clear. If I followed ED rules, I would be safe....

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Finding the Strength to Recover
Devotionals

Laughing at God’s Plan

Genesis 18:12-15- “So Sarah laughed to herself as she thought, “After I am worn out and my lord is old, will I now have this pleasure?” Then the Lord said to Abraham, “Why did Sarah laugh and say, ‘Will I really have a child, now that I am old?’ Is anything to hard...

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When Fear is in Control

Psalm 49:9- “When I’m afraid, I put my trust in you.” When my Eating disorder was at its loudest and most controlling it was the only thing I trusted, the only reason that I listened to. I mean… what it was saying made sense. “Kendall, if you won’t eat, you’ll...

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When Fear Is In Control
Devotionals

Your Eating Disorder’s Purpose

"Why me Lord?" I've asked that so many times as I've struggled with Eating Disorder thoughts and behaviors. Why would God give this struggle to me? What possible purpose could it have in my life? Maybe you've been there too. John 15:1-5- “I am the true vine, and my...

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Devotionals

How To Deal with Change In Your Life

You don't deal with change well either? Girl... I am right there with you. I like order, stability and plans. Change throws all of that off. I recently moved, and there was SO many changes that were thrown on me all at once. It was while I was crying in the shower...

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Devotionals

Life in Recovery: You are a Mighty Warrior

Judges 6:12- “When the angel of the Lord appeared to Gideon, he said,  “The Lord is with you, mighty warrior.” When someone asks you to describe yourself, what adjectives do you say? You might first say your profession. Then you might say hard worker,...

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You are a mighty Warrior